I was never a hypocrite about my feelings ever since!
I always mean what i say!
If I don't like you, I ignore you, If I'm Happy, I'm Happy! It shows!
If I'm sad, I'm sad. If I'm jealous, I'm jealous (I say it, and you know it!)
If I'm pissed off, I rant.
And yes, I'm pissed off, who wouldn't be?
YOU ARE INSENSITIVE!
You should have known in the first place what would I feel when you constantly bringing up that F-ing name in all our conversations! Again, I'm not jealous, I'm pissed off!
I know her GAME! She's acting as if she really understands you, and you confide to her everything about our relationship and being the "goody-goody friend", advises you on how to deal with me, right?!
You don't make me feel secured, I know I deserve to be treated better, and I deserve the best! why?
Because:
I always give my best in everything I do.
You know what? How can you say that you truly love me, when even your words do not comfort me.
How can you say that you love me, when you're starting to type my name wrong.
How can you say that you love me, when slowly you start to break your promises.
How can this relationship work, when it's not the both of us, working for it.
I'm always the first one to ask, the one who tries to put up a conversation... Did you ever ask me what I want in a guy, Now, I tell you;
I want someone, who loves me more than I love him.
I want someone, who'll take care of me.
I want someone, who knows what I need, without me telling him.
I want someone, who can make me laugh.
I want someone, who loves his family, and will love my family as well.
I want someone, who's driven and goal oriented as I am.
I don't look much for super good-looks, but I want someone with a (great) fashion sense.
I want someone, who is crazy as I am and who'll enjoy doing crazy things with me... (in the future!)
Maybe, I'm rushing into things and thought that you're that someone (and will be that someone)
Maybe, I'm a fool to believe that you're different.
Maybe, when I'm 18, I can find someone like that. But, for now I guess I'm better off alone.
Don't worry about me, because I know myself, I will be good in no time,I never cried over a spilled milk...
PROMISE!
xoxo
p.s
SERIOUSLY?! DO YOU REALLY WANT HER FACE IN YOUR TECHIE PHONE'S WALL PAPER??? LOL'S :P just asking! haha
If I don't like you, I ignore you, If I'm Happy, I'm Happy! It shows!
If I'm sad, I'm sad. If I'm jealous, I'm jealous (I say it, and you know it!)
If I'm pissed off, I rant.
And yes, I'm pissed off, who wouldn't be?
YOU ARE INSENSITIVE!
You should have known in the first place what would I feel when you constantly bringing up that F-ing name in all our conversations! Again, I'm not jealous, I'm pissed off!
I know her GAME! She's acting as if she really understands you, and you confide to her everything about our relationship and being the "goody-goody friend", advises you on how to deal with me, right?!
You don't make me feel secured, I know I deserve to be treated better, and I deserve the best! why?
Because:
I always give my best in everything I do.
You know what? How can you say that you truly love me, when even your words do not comfort me.
How can you say that you love me, when you're starting to type my name wrong.
How can you say that you love me, when slowly you start to break your promises.
How can this relationship work, when it's not the both of us, working for it.
I'm always the first one to ask, the one who tries to put up a conversation... Did you ever ask me what I want in a guy, Now, I tell you;
I want someone, who loves me more than I love him.
I want someone, who'll take care of me.
I want someone, who knows what I need, without me telling him.
I want someone, who can make me laugh.
I want someone, who loves his family, and will love my family as well.
I want someone, who's driven and goal oriented as I am.
I don't look much for super good-looks, but I want someone with a (great) fashion sense.
I want someone, who is crazy as I am and who'll enjoy doing crazy things with me... (in the future!)
Maybe, I'm rushing into things and thought that you're that someone (and will be that someone)
Maybe, I'm a fool to believe that you're different.
Maybe, when I'm 18, I can find someone like that. But, for now I guess I'm better off alone.
Don't worry about me, because I know myself, I will be good in no time,I never cried over a spilled milk...
PROMISE!
xoxo
p.s
SERIOUSLY?! DO YOU REALLY WANT HER FACE IN YOUR TECHIE PHONE'S WALL PAPER??? LOL'S :P just asking! haha
